Omg I have legit had the worst night in a while, first my baby’s in one direction r splitting up and that set me of crying, then this boy from school starts just talking to me and being a complete dick saying nobody likes me and shit, then I measured my waist and it has like grown and inch so I try on my xs … Continue reading Worst night in a long time

In pretty sure my friend had knicked my “eating disorder” (it’s in speech marks because I have never been diagnosed so therefore I can’t say I had one) just as in getting better and I have gained a few pounds and she tells me u can’t even notice, she stills my “ed”. Okay so in being s little harsh… U see the thing is she … Continue reading you stole my restriction of food 

u have kept me up at nights crying , I have liked u on and of for a few years and I have felt that u have felt the same about me, u finally say u like me when it’s to late because I’m to confused, the next day u don’t like me and jut wanna say friends then u start going out with one … Continue reading I hate u

If u wanna wreck your life then calorie count. Worst thing ever there is to do . I don’t even have a big problem at all and it is wrecking my life  Continue reading We can all easy wreck our lives with a calculator 

I have a fear of people thinking I’m fat like I always where Bon baggy clothes wrong friends so I don’t look fat how pathetic is that I wouldn’t wear something bigger. Than my size because I wouldn’t want people to think the bigger size is what ACTURALLY fits me I compare myself to others I hate it because I still love food I want … Continue reading hate that I feel like this I’m a bitch 

I can’t without out if I’m the one pushing people away or if there pushing me away I hate how I see the world as a movie in a drama queen I try and treat everything like a book of a TV scene I try to find the steepness and good in people what is eying with me do I fantasise ubrealistaclly about things are … Continue reading To be pushed or to push? 

I think I rely on other people to be happy you know. For me it’s summer holidays and it’s been like nearly two weeks and I have barley seen anyone or Been out. It’s not that I’m getting bored at home cos I’m not I mean who doesemt live binge watching Netflix and playing sims 😂 it’s that I’m stuck home for days in a … Continue reading im a lonely bitch rant 

noone will ever understand me everyone my age is dumb no one is deep and emotional everyone just seems to be so plain I know how mean that sounds but that’s how I see it. There’s something wrong with me I don’t knows what my brain confuses me so much I hate it I hate myself because I feel like I try to trick myself … Continue reading I want people to understand me

I love words I love meaning I love meaningful  words in powerful sentences I love sad lines and happy lines I love all those quote pages you find on Instagram and tumbrl and I want to write I really want to write but it takes so long and by the time I open up a word doc lall my thoughts all the plays in my … Continue reading To write or to not write 

so I never have relation ships , I mean like boyfriends or whatever. I have had one, but I was only 12 or 11. Now I’m 14 and I really don’t know what I want, my anxiety stops me from meeting up with people and hanging out with boys who I like. This sucks. I may only be young but I know I need someone … Continue reading Relationships 😖