Worst night in a long time

Omg I have legit had the worst night in a while, first my baby’s in one direction r splitting up and that set me of crying, then this boy from school starts just talking to me and being a complete dick saying nobody likes me and shit, then I measured my waist and it has like grown and inch so I try on my xs sized skirt and it gave me a muffin top I want to go back I want to restrict and scratch my arms I want to eat less I want to cry and cry it’s not fair I have been so happy I have taught myself to be happy I have felt pretty but now I don’t and it all happend in one night